Food For Thought

I'm on my way to work, so I don't have lots of time, but I just read how someone suggested in my comments that the relationship between Catherine and me isn't working out. I asked Catherine what she thought about that, but she just made a very rude gesture and went back to sleep on the wellfloor. I hate to say it, but think maybe it's true. Sometimes, when we've been fighting or it refuses to put things in the basket (breakfast dishes, lotion, books I get for her from the library, you name it), I think back on that night when she agreed to help me get that couch into my van (such a great ruse!) and I secretly wish she'd refused. Sure, I'd been stalking her for months and so I'd probably have had to kill her on the spot, but at least then my well would be open for others to find their way into it. Maybe my emotional "well" has been taken up by one for so long that it's missed out on so many more that could've made my well even brighter. Does that make sense?

Dear commenter. I think what you're saying is: It's like when Marissa had to let Ryan go (I'm talking about The O.C. here, natch) so she could let others (that rocker girl!) into her emotional well. The thing is, if Marissa had never let Ryan go, maybe she never would have found her way back to him? Maybe if I let Catherine go, she'll come back to me???? Intense.

Wow. Now I have so much to think about this weekend. I'm expecting a new shipment of Peruvian Poo Moths, so my dance card is getting full! Oops, my bus is coming so I have to "motor." Have you ever had Cream of Wheat? It's sooooo good.

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